daniel wrote:Shen manifests as agápē, which is normally associated with a "spiritual calling" or "life devoted to God" type of stuff. If you get rid of the religious connotations, agápē is essentially the physical expression of shen bioenergy under intelligent direction, which leads to the growth and expansion of consciousness--for yourself and everything around you. When that happens, you become connected to the Universe (rapport) and the Universe "helps out" through synchronicity and serendipity. Once you are in rapport with life, then you don't require partners (as you become internally balanced) and things just happen to keep moving along. You no longer worry about "financial security" or stuff like that, because it becomes unimportant, since the Universe is a far better provider than governments acting as surrogate parents. And I speak from experience, here.
!!! THIS!!! I haven't had any frame of reference for what manifested Shen is like until now. I know what qi feels like, and have on occasion been able to pull it out from the lower dantien, which left me walking around, feeling almost weightless, less physical, as though somehow, I was more aware of the space between particles, than the particles themselves.. (feet on the floor felt less like feet on the floor, and more like an air hockey puck on the table). Now, with this, I can look back and realize the collection and manifestation of Shen that I was creating/undergoing while my focus was primarily in the Green vMeme. I was living for something bigger than myself, it was my job to wake others up, and it was all for a larger script that I wasn't privvy to. Now, I'm writing my own part of the script into the larger drama being played out. I'd had moments of synchronicity and serendipity before, but since ascending my consciousness from green to yellow, and letting go of the need to help others as a calling, things have fallen into place like never before, as directed by my desire and intentions for my life. I still help others, but because I want to, not because I have to. I'm right there, not worrying about financial security, much to the dismay of many people in my life. "How can you not worry about money?"..to which I respond "Easy! It's like this, *deep breathe...smile*. See??"
Even though I'm utilizing Shen energy in my life to create what I want as my personal reality, I do see and feel the hopelessness of the masses. In the past two to three weeks specifically, it seems that everyone in my life who is working towards bettering themselves in one area of life or another, is being hit with curve ball after curve ball. I've wondered if perhaps the 'systems' are designed to see just how far a person can be pushed before they snap. It's been a rough few weeks for my friends and family, but I'm doing my very best to help keep everyone's spirits up. It isn't always easy, and I'm glad to have a new release for the 'negative' energy that I take on while dealing with others to be replaced with something less stressful. I recently bought/am paying for a motorcycle... there's nothing like going 65 mph down a back road and screaming at the top of my lungs, just because I can
What gets me with this, is that it seems that the matrix reality is rewarding those that are comfortable with it, and continue on unabated, as though nothing is happening around us that's outside of what we're used to. This also has me keeping a sharper eye on the law enforcement. They, above all others have power to push individuals to their breaking point. (I'm thinking of the kid that has recently been sentenced to life in prison for pot brownies, among other things) Recently a new task force has been added to my area, black Chargers with only 'Police" written on the side to take care of "problem" areas. Well they've decided that my small town of <3,000 is a problem area. My sister and father went around the block a few days ago to work in a friends garden (we get half the produce for doing the work) and my dad wasn't wearing a seatbelt. One of these special task force cars pulled them over, feet away from the garden, wouldn't let my dad get out to help my mom work, even going so far as to physically stand next to his car door so that he couldn't get out, and according to the driver side officer it's "standard procedure now" and walked the K-9 unit around my sisters car... for a seat belt violation?! Ol' Smokey's out for blood! My dad, who's been a ghost for most of my life, not having an ID or non cash paying job, was hard for them to look up in their system. After about 10 minutes and lots of digging they were finally able to pull his name up in some database, wrote him a warning for the seatbelt and then were ready to be on their way. Pops made sure to get his dig in at the end, since the big bears didn't find what they wanted to find, and as they were walking back to their car my dad called back to them "Sorry for messing up your day!". The officer who had been standing next to his door looked at him, smiled, and said "It's ok". Without fear, these men are powerless. I wish I could show that as a fact to some of the people in my life who live in a near constant state of fear because of the (not-so) NWO that's upon us.
Joey's quick bit of inspiration/reminder: Take a few breathes. Know that everything is working towards the benefit/growth/evolution of our personal and collective consciousness(es), and find that knowing deep inside that tells you that we'll get through this. Also, if you have no reason to smile, smile for no reason
It helps!
