We haven't been getting along real well.
Or as well as I want to...

No fighting; were actually running out of things to talk about.
The environment feels quasi and staged.
We have a hard time "sitting awkwardly" in the living room , looking at the TV, rather than each other.
There is plenty of money related stress, around here. Extreme stress.
"Everything's normal" though.
Well, last night she explained how she feels "like a slave" , and how , with her full-time job "things are never going to get better".
She is not seeking any spiritual endeavor ...
I see now, how all sorts of people, are feeling completely drained.
Ive been thinking how many, many people may be hurting.
But this seems to be "all-is-lost" for many, and "quasi and staged" for us.
Just six or so months ago, none of this was occurring.
Not nearly-constant, like it is now.
There were only short, re occurring spans of this;
With plenty of reasons to be happy, between them.
The frequency is increasing
This is very real.
