Ambivalence: No Way

Under normal circumstances, upon death the ambivalent entity would just incarnate into a self-made purgatory of thought forms in the Soul World, where they could spend from minutes to centuries working out what happened and create a new incarnation to work out the karma and make the choice. But as we approach the end of the final cycle of 3rd density, that is not really an option any more.

The ambivalent person, under current conditions, can actually cause some difficulties for others. Imagine, if you will, that such a person is hopping on a boat that is ready to set sail on a new adventure. But then they stop half-way, with one foot on the boat and the other on the dock, and just stay there, cannot deciding on whether to make the commitment and hop on board, or hop back off to the dock and wave "goodbye." That action of hopping on or off IS a choice, and gets them out of the ambivalent situation. But most won't choose... instead, they stand there, straddling the gap, hoping someone will yank them on board, and fearing leaving others behind. Unfortunately, those on the pier and boat can't give a hand... it is a free will choice. But, those on the boat will resist setting sail because they don't want to see anyone fall into the ocean, and may miss their opportunity to catch the tide for a safe departure. And some will hang on until the last minute when the boat has to set sail, still not make a decision, and as the boat pulls away, end up in the drink! Symbolically, that's a type of "spiritual suicide", a return to the unconscious state and a setback to 2nd density.

In many cases, the ambivalent person will hop back on the pier and wave goodbye, thinking it was an act of compassion for his fellow travelers to help them on their way, through personal sacrifice. But unlike last time with the Elder Race, the reason for staying behind was NOT to help his brethren to get on the ship. It is actually a service-to-self act, because they are ignoring their pre-incarnative choices in order to satisfy the projections of the Ego. In the Social Memory system, the individual has precedence over the "group", so with the individual no longer part of the crew, the SMC is substantially diminished (contrast to the "group mind" concept of losing a blade of grass in a field--the individual doesn't matter).

I've noticed recently that pressures and catalyst are increasing exponentially, and are trying to force choices to be made--particularly those in the ambivalent state. Just remember that the real compassion is letting go of your fears, and following your life's purpose.

And if you can't take the boat... then build a bridge and walk! Don't wait and end up all wet. Choose to evolve. After all, that is what you've been working on for the last 75,000 years!